Blasting Away the Brittle Edges……

For the many who may be dealing with those connections to toxic family members, the ones who do not have the empathy to even share a single drop of emotion for your pain; I would like for you to take out the power sword and blast away the brittle edges left by their senseless attempts at breakingContinue reading “Blasting Away the Brittle Edges……”

No Longer Afraid To Breathe…….

There’s a headline that a local journalist used for the outstanding article she did about the release of “My Justice”. Simply put ……. “For 32 Years I was Afraid to Breathe” This is indeed the truth about how I viewed my life. While there are a few faint memories of happy, not perfect, but lovingContinue reading “No Longer Afraid To Breathe…….”

He’s Back Again………….!!!

This post is probably one of the most powerful I’ve ever shared, but it’s  horrifying and triggering . Please read with caution, patience, understanding. This is my reality!!!      These past few weeks I’ve been in quite a raging rapids of memories. However, I try to remain hopeful as friends speak out to me; “Time heals all wounds” REALLY????Continue reading “He’s Back Again………….!!!”

“Where is God to Attack this Devil?”

They don’t wear any flag or colors you can see But we see black when they attack you and me. Sometimes they kiss us good morning ; Then with a hiss they strike without warning. To others they appear so sweet & kind If only Mom didn’t act so blind The sickness grows inside ofContinue reading ““Where is God to Attack this Devil?””

Breese, IL Woman Reaches Out to Dr. Phil!!!

Patricia “Tricia” McKnight is a survivor of her own true horror story and lived that pattern of programmed family violence. She is now an Author/Advocate/Survivor, searching for a way to help her children and grandchildren heal and move forward to be healthy functioning adults; breaking the cycle of trained acceptance of family violence and dysfunction.Continue reading “Breese, IL Woman Reaches Out to Dr. Phil!!!”

August is “Don’t Be A Bully” Month!!!

Talk to your kids about Bullying!!! Parents are your kids being bullied or maybe they are the bully???? August 1st Kicks off  National Month of ” Don’t Be a Bully”!! Our kids will be starting back to school and there is so much to worry about. However I do hope you take a few bitsContinue reading “August is “Don’t Be A Bully” Month!!!”

This was my life saving chance on me!!!

Warning – **TRIGGERS** – Please know that all posts on this site, including some comments, can be very triggering. You must read these posts at your own pace, face what you can when you can, but challenge yourself just a bit every day!! Yesterday’s post about my inability to forgive “Mother” for her horrible neglectContinue reading “This was my life saving chance on me!!!”

Why do they tell me to fogive?????

Warning – “TRIGGERS” – Some may not be able to read this post, but this is my reality and my thoughts. Pictures at the end may be found gruesome, but they are my arms & legs. I’ve gone my life, from age 12, carrying the scars of my, so-called, mother’s neglect. It infuriates me to thinkContinue reading “Why do they tell me to fogive?????”

The Battle and the Aftermath……..

**Be advised that this entire blog site may be triggering!! Be advised that this blog site is my personal expression and not intended as any form of professional guidance or opinion. Read this blog with care, understanding and kindness** Do you suffer with days of anxiety, depression or anger, even pain that cannot be medically explained?Continue reading “The Battle and the Aftermath……..”

This cancer eating away at our society……

Ya know, I just don’t get it???~!!! Back in 2009, I was writing my way through healing; it was scary for me to reach out to others who’d been through similar history. I could write it out to myself; I could write it out to my children, but I could not yet verbalize exactly whatContinue reading “This cancer eating away at our society……”